Thursday, October 9th, 2008
I’ve been complaining on twitter and in real life all day that I should be down at Future of Web Apps in London right now. I’ve been wanting to go for months but a few problems came about.
Firstly, I’ve figured out I’ve not got the money.
Secondly, I had nobody to go with.
The first one is the worst. I checked my bank account recently and there seems to be a massive hole draining it. Unfortunately, I’ve figured out that hole is food – and it’s hurting me a lot. Also, the other hole which is half the size was my new server – which cost me and arm and a leg since I bought two years worth of hosting in advance.
Right now, that’s making me freak out. I may have to bite into my savings more than I want to.
Of course there is a solution. Get a job.
Last year I managed without a problem living off the money given to me and only lost a little money. Well, that’s a lie. I lost a lot.
This year, there’s things I want to do – people I so very much want to meet. So it seems I have the choice to make.
I could simply get a job or I could do what I attempted to do many months ago – which included setting myself as self employed and getting in £6-7k using my web design skills. But that is a tricky slope.
I need a steady income.
I’m selling a few things – including my old iPods and some Xbox games. This’ll sort some of my money woes before things get too bad. But I’m on the search now for a job, any job, which may include me working in the one place I vouched I’d never venture… The call centre.
It’s a tricky time. But everything is temporary.
i know how it feels to be in your shoes.
Hang in there. Too bad you live on the other side of the pond. I could have fed you occasionally.
A long time ago, I remember saving pennies. Literally hiding them until I had a total of a dollar and ten cents. I was saving them to buy a new lipstick. I will never ever forget how fabulous I felt when I purchased it. Nowadays, I can go to a store and buy what I want. But it is never the same.
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